I am also encouraged by the number of 40ish and aboves that write in. I was talking to an older gentleman a few months back and mentioned how I wanted to go back to school and get a degree in fine arts (I was in the Natural Sciences in another life) when he told me 'it was too late'. (I am in my mid 40's) I thought to myself it is never too late to learn or go back to school. Maybe someday I can.
DON’T WAIT!!! You CAN do it!
I went back to school a couple of years ago to pursue a fine arts
degree (I have a Bachelor’s in English from many years ago). I was
scared spitless before the first day of class – I had never had a
“studio arts” class in my life, always had the perception that I
couldn’t draw worth anything (even my stick figures were laughable).
But I wanted to try. I had been laid off from a corporate job I’d
had for over 20 years, and was trying to figure out what I wanted to
do for the second half of my career.
While I had been making jewelry on the side, I was completely
self-taught. I wanted to learn the “right” way to do it and to see
what I could do to take it to the next level.
Walking into that classroom (drawing principles, of all things) on
the first day was one of the hardest things I’ve done. Here were all
these “hot shot” kids, fresh out of high school where they had all
excelled in the arts. They’re all full of energy, enthusiasm, and
optimism. And then there was me. 40, hadn’t picked up a sketching
pencil or charcoal probably since I graduated from high school.
Plenty of energy and enthusiasm, not a lot of optimism and not a lot
of confidence that this would be anything other than a humiliating
experience. BUT I was determined to try. And I realized that there
were a smattering of other folks just like me, all trying out this
new experience from the perspective of maturity.
I walked out of the classroom with a feeling that I COULD do it… I
could at least try and see what came of it. Walked into my next
class (sculpture) feeling a little better, a little more confident.
And so it goes.
By the time I got to my jewelry class, I was totally psyched. I
realized that my life experience had prepared me to be ready for this
learning experience. My design sense (for jewelry, sculpture, etc.)
had been refined by years of observation and informal research. I
had used enough tools in the course of many years as a home owner,
auto owner, and mother that things like torches and power saws didn’t
faze me.
And… I really think this was important. I went into each one of
those classes with a completely receptive attitude. I knew I was out
of my realm of knowledge and that the way to learn was to absorb. I
brought no ego or expectation into the classroom and asked lots of
questions. I accepted critique without anger, asked questions for
clarification, and placed a lot of trust in the professors.
A funny side effect is that I’ve developed all these new friends –
all ages, all backgrounds, all styles. My kids look a bit askance
when we’re in Home Depot and this completely gothed-out young woman
with bright fuschia hair and enough body piercings to set off metal
detectors 3 miles away runs up and hugs me. Or when the guy with the
mohawk a foot high greets me by name and is friendly. I feel very
luck to have them as friends – they have broadened my world.
As a result, I feel that the last 2 years have completely
re-energized my creative mind. I’m still taking classes (tackling
Rhino/Flamingo and 3D modeling this semester) and have helped manage
the student lab for jewelry for over a year. My designs have
“exploded” into new directions and I’ve been consistently getting
accepted into mainline juried shows. Sales have steadily increased,
and I’m feeling hopeful that I will at some point be able to
completely support my family on this line of work. I’m not there
yet, but scrabbling along with persistence.
I share this story to try to encourage you to “just do it.” Find a
community college or a design school near you. Start with a couple
of classes – you don’t have to go the whole degree program at first!
Get yourself into it and get involved. As the energy starts to
build, take advantage of it. But don’t let yourself find excuses not
to do it. You will never regret trying!
Best wishes,
Karen Goeller
Eternal student
@Karen_Goeller
Handcrafted and Unique Artisan Jewelry
www.nolimitations.com